To Andrew

I really appreciate you that night. We didn’t talk too much, but you really consoled me not because of what you told me, and not because of what you gave me but your existence itself. I saw you who is beyond the moment we meet and struggling to know who you are. I don't know much about you, but I see myself in you. I was really happy to be recognized by other people like GNU and Andrew. Please don’t be under pressure about it and know that I created my own happiness using you. I used you. You remember? respect..

I don't think I can send you this message. I really want to say thank you but I can’t because i know it’s also another stimuli from outside, not your inside. Like gnu i become really want to meet you soon again. But that night, I realized that you need to be alone for a while. You need time. People need you while you don't need people. Until you have no preference at all about meeting people or not, I don't want to bother you. And I hope you know that I know you have a life you choose to be. Thank you our man